Monday, January 31, 2011

I am sorry

Yet again, i hurt her. What's wrong with me? Like seriously, i am like so fucked up right now. Worrying bout whether she will recover. Sigh. I really dunno what to do already. That day was so memorable. It will never be erased from my memories. Those times we had in that shelter waiting for that rain to stop. How we ran through the rain. I was all drenched and cold. On the bus, you held my hand, that warmth you gave me really touched my heart. But i really dunno what decision shud i make. But yeah, you made that decision yesterday. I thought i wont feel anything. I was wrong. I couldnt sleep the whole night. I dun understand why. I even read your blog. I saw you much hatred you have for me. How much hurt i have done to you. Maybe what you said yesterday was right. Ok, i will leave you alone from now on. I hope you will forget me, i done you too much hurt. I dunno how to face you anymore. I only hope you will forgive me but i am doubting you will do so. I am sorry.

Monday, August 30, 2010

Hello readers (:
Its been so long since I last posted. Exam period, was busy studying so I had no time to post. Many things happen since the day i last posted till now. First, somebody made my life upside down once again. This is the fucking second time you did that and I am gonna ignore you for the rest of my life. -.- No gonna explain much bout it though. You know who you are.

Second, Exams was manageable (: I think for the first time in my upper sec i am gonna pass my amaths. Seems like studying really helps alot. Gonna study more then i will score better for my o level! (: Wish me luck. hahas.

Third, i bought my new earpiece today. Cost me $59.00!. Like a bomb sia. So expensive ): But it was worth it ba, the sound quality quite good. Father also repaired my sennheiser headphones. Nothing can compared to those headphones sia. Totally awesome.

Fourth, dunno whats wrong with the school, keep having bag checks for handphones and ipods. Hai. Force me to hide here hide there like stupid oni. Oh well, banning of electronic devices in school definitely sucks sia.

Thats bout all ba, dun wan to state all the minor things that happened this past few days.

I am looking forward to fam outing (: hahahahahahas. IT BETTER BE FUN!

Girl, you are making me damn jealous.
I really dunno what to do to make you mine.
I love you. <3