Hello readers (:
Its been so long since I last posted. Exam period, was busy studying so I had no time to post. Many things happen since the day i last posted till now. First, somebody made my life upside down once again. This is the fucking second time you did that and I am gonna ignore you for the rest of my life. -.- No gonna explain much bout it though. You know who you are.

Second, Exams was manageable (: I think for the first time in my upper sec i am gonna pass my amaths. Seems like studying really helps alot. Gonna study more then i will score better for my o level! (: Wish me luck. hahas.

Third, i bought my new earpiece today. Cost me $59.00!. Like a bomb sia. So expensive ): But it was worth it ba, the sound quality quite good. Father also repaired my sennheiser headphones. Nothing can compared to those headphones sia. Totally awesome.

Fourth, dunno whats wrong with the school, keep having bag checks for handphones and ipods. Hai. Force me to hide here hide there like stupid oni. Oh well, banning of electronic devices in school definitely sucks sia.

Thats bout all ba, dun wan to state all the minor things that happened this past few days.

I am looking forward to fam outing (: hahahahahahas. IT BETTER BE FUN!

Girl, you are making me damn jealous.
I really dunno what to do to make you mine.
I love you. <3

Hello all (: I have been studying this few days. My life is getting more and more boring as each day past. Hai. Today, Wake up go school. After that got remedial. I pass my physics for the first time since sec 3. OMG only la. (:

I seriously dunno what to post for today cuz i have been staying at home after remedial. Is damn boring only.

But i want post this today for someone.
Girl, i know we only met twice but my feelings for you are getting stronger as the day pass. Everyday, life is so dull because you are not in my life. Soon, it will be the 2nd month that i have not seen you. Missing you everday drives my crazy. Every time, this makes me want you by my side. I am deep in love with you girl. I dunno what makes me feel this way. But this magical feeling keeps me alive and happy.
GIRL. ILOVEYOU <3

Hello all (: Suddenly remember to post. Decide to post a short one today. What i did for today :

• Wake up at 11.45 and chiong to tuition.
• After tuition stayed at home play blackshot and dota.
• Go church
• Study

Today is another boring day for me. Seems like i am on the right track now. I am study much more now. Today quarrel abit with you. I am sorry. Thats bout all ba. Bye!

Girl,
Wherever you go, whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

Hello(: This few days. Getting lazy to post already. Anyway, this is what i did for today

• Wake up go tuition for 4 hours do amaths
• Stayed at home waiting for her msg.
• Played blackshot whole afternoon.
• Had dinner at home
• Msn with her, jun qi and many more.
• Supper and then study (:

Today was a boring day as you can see. Nothing much. Leonard is finally studying alot. HAHA. Hope i get my target for o levels (: Today shall be a short post. Bye~

Girl, What am i to you? Please tell me

Hello (: Back to posting. Today had a fun day out with Jun Qi, Lim jie and joseph. Met up at bedok inter de macs. Then took 14 to orchard cineleisure. Play Bridge on the bus and joseph is super blur. His turn that time always stone down there until someone ask him to put down a card. -.- We went to watch movie at orchard cineleisure. (: Watched Salt. It was an awesome movie la. Super nice. Actually we were suppose to watch despicable me. But then it was sold out. So change of plans and we watched Salt. Worth it sia. Confirm 100 times better than despicable me. Hahah. After movie was already 5pm and i had to reach home before 7.30 to have dinner with family. So we went to orchard ion walk awhile. I wanted play snooker or pool but they dun wan. Oh well. Then about 6plus took train home from somerset there.
On the way back was damn stupid. Keep talking about finding salt. Lmao oni. Laugh on the mrt then so crowded somemore. Keep laugh non stop. Then people look at us. -.- Then about 7 plus i reach home already (:

Damn it sia, I have been slacking too much. I need to buck up on my studies already. O level coming already leh!@#$%. Oh well, I will force myself that from today onwards i shall study more, use com less and go out less. Wah can die ah! But must sacrifice abit ba (:

Find salt! LOL


Girl, I need you in my life.

Hello. I think i didnt post for a few days. Was quite busy this few days and also lazy post. Yesterday went to watch The Last Airbender with Xian Heng, Lim Jie, Nikolas, Li Peng and Evin. We decide go watch after school de. Then nikolas, lipeng and evin go there buy ticket first. So i went to aljunied with limjie go eat and i go ahma house bathe le then left for cathay(: We were late for the movie sia-.- movie start 2.20 we reach 2.35. Then nikolas had to wait for us outside. LOL. Stupid sia he, dun have handphone de then cannot tell him we gonna be late ask him go in first later we call him out. Oh well, Dunno why he dun bring his phone -.-. Oh btw, Dun watch The Last Airbender, it is a stupid movie. Make ppl laugh only. The movie not comedy at all, the movie itself is a joke la.
Firstly, Firebenders are indians.
Second, they pronounce aang's name wrongly
Third, aang looks like a girl
Much more stupid things la. That show is a failure. Waste my money and time watching it. Somemore got an irritant kip calling me during the show. Stupid cleopatra lim!! :p

After movie we went to park lane play lan. After that go plaza sing, Limjie wanted buy something for his friend. Buy finish le then went to istana park play poker card awhile. LOL. Around 7pm, Went to cube find cleopatra lim. Then Andrea also there. Then went to arcade saw xueliang, josh, liwen, renee. LOL. Say hi le then went out le. Chat with cleopatra awhile then go back ah ma house liao.

Ah ma house was very boring. Nothing much i can do there. Only can sit at the com and play audi, cs or talk to ppl on msn. Haha. Then 9.30, cabbed back to home. Thats bout all for ytd.


Today, woke up early morning just to go amaths tuition. I am so hardworking nowadays. Study at least 4-5 hours a day now leh (: During amaths tuition, did anglican high de amaths paper. I improved so much. I scored 60/80. Just nice A1 leh. haha. After tuition, I have been using com till now. So boring.
Tmr got to go stupid school carnival. Fuck sia. Waste my time. Hai. Oh well. Tuesday meeting up with jun qi, lim jie, xian heng watch despicable me. (:

Girl, I love you.

Hello readers. (: Today school as usual. Quite boring. The amazing thing was i slept at 830pm yesterday. Wtf! Was suppose to start on my work but i went to my bed to rest. Rest for 5 min jiu doze off already. Woke up at like 3am in the morning. Wake up that time still blur blur. Dunno why i slept, dunno what time now. LOL. Anyway, today during school, we had a talk by our vp. I swear he like some zombie. Tell us say talk only for 15 minutes. In the end talk for 40 minutes. Wtf. Take up our lunch time only. So in the end Me, Xian Heng, Hrishi, Ryan rush to macs to have our lunch. Rush like some shit!! Cuz got remedial soon. -.- Me and hrishi ordered double cheese burger. Hrishi dun take the patty. So i split the 2 patty between my and ryan. So mine was triple cheese burger(: Nice only. Eat fin le jiu rush back. Then we thought we late. But we not late -.- It starts at 2.15, we reach 2.35. Teacher went somewhere. LOL. She left work for us to do. Class so noisy. So i went out of class go the seats at outside there do with my frens (: After that class over jiu go home le. Then at 6pm go tuition. Again the teacher disiao me like nobody business like that! Oh well. His habit cannot change de i guess. Like a adult acting like a child :p Then after tuition bought dinner went back home. Such a boring day. -.- Thats bout all for today.
Girl. Why did i say i wait till you not angry or sad then text me. I seriously miss you. Its so torturing to start the day without a text from you. First thing in the day, i checked my phone. Reach school, everything in mind was you. Whole day so moody. Scolded alot people for no reason. :x I dunno why i am like this. When will you text me again. hai ):
I miss you.

Hi all. Today i was late for school (: But never tio punishment. Teacher stupid only. Anyway, I pass my hair check. I dunno how i pass also. My fringe cover abit of my eye already. Guess teacher blind ba (: School as usual but i think i screwed up my physics o level practical sia. -.- I totally dunno how to do, teacher also never teach! Wtf only. After school went for lunch with Alden and Xian Heng, Ate char kuay tiao at bedok interchange. Finish eating le, they two go cut hair and I left le. Took bus 9 to N2 market. Then meet Lionel go play basketball. So long since i played already. At least one month. ): Skills all drop, shooting so many miss, dribbling cant control the ball. After o level i die liao lor. Rex sure intensive training me. Confirm tired die. HAHA. Then at 5 plus i left le. Went home. (: Now i am gonna bathe. HAHA. So sweaty.
Today, i woke up, i saw your text from yesterday. I am sorry didnt reply u earlier on. I slept :x Sk1 pig. I know my words to you means nothing. But i really hope you will stay happy, forget the past, carry on with life and stay as that happy and cheerful girl i know. (: Stay strong uh (:

Girl, when you fall, let me pick you back up... I love you.

Hello people once again (: Manage to post at least once a day. Anyway, today i bad mood only la. Hai. Dun ask why. Just bad mood. Zao amaths mock exam also. Good luck to me on thursday when i see my amaths teacher. HAHAH. Guess she is gonna nag like some fuck and i will give her that "i dun give a damn" look. LOL. School was as usual. Boring like hell. Then during CME, got some competition between classes going on. Royston, Gary, Joong Min represent our class go up. They like fail only la. First, they press the button so slow and didnt get much chance to answer. Second, their knowledge on current events sucks. So the smartest class in the whole school lost in the first round. What the fuck. Anyway if i was there, sure first liao :P
After school suppose to me you. Suddenly say you need go class cant meet. Then say no go class, got headache going home. So in the end didnt meet you. Gonna miss you more :x hai. Anyway, i not angry la, just damn sian only lor. i am like waiting so long to see you. yesterday night i so excited. Oh well, maybe.. nehmind. Just hope your headache is alright now. Rest more and sleep more. Dun sleep so late and wake up so early. Must rest early (:
Anyway, i am just back from tuition. My tuition teacher just cant stop insulting me. Keep say my english very suck. I also know what, if not why i in your tuition. But he nice person la, help me alot. Just like to disiao people =.=. Now going for dinner le. Got curry fish head (: Byes.

Girl i am always waiting for you.

Hello all (: Now my blog like alive only (: hahahs! Thanks to somebody. HAHA. Make my blog so nice. Make me got moood to post. Anyway, today morning wake up like zombie only. Ytd i study until 3 plus, Talking on msn with jayce and some other frens. Then wake up that time look at clock, its already 11.45 and my tuition starts at 12. Then chiong bathe and eat le, brush teeth, change up jiu rush out. Managed to reach there at 12.30. So late lor. But tuition also boring ):
After tuition sian sia! Must cut my precious hair!!!! Stupid hair check on monday. My hair like so short now! But lucky fringe still okok not that short. Teacher please dun catch me during hair check for my fringe. Anyway, after haircut, buy food jiu go home le. Reach home nothing much to do also. Msn and design my blog somemore. Thats bout for today for now.
Currently msn with leon and cleopatra. Btw stupid cleopatra. Cheer up la, Stay strong uh. Must win his heart and trust (: Jiayous. Later going for my seafood dinner! (: byes!

Girl, i am thinking of you day and night, minutes and seconds. :x

Hello. Its like the first day of august ): which sucks totally! Hai. 2 month plus more o level come liao. Sian ah! hai. Anyway this blog nice right? Must thank someone who did it for me (: Thanks Jayce. hahah! Thanks for spending like dunno how many hours helping me (: I am like a stupid person when come to blogging. Everything also dunno de :x HAHAH. I owe you one (:

When you are in bad mood girl. Find me. I will cheer you up (:

Ok. I am back to posting. Hahah(: So damn boring nowadays. Today went to SAJC open house. Saw my beloved cousin there. She tour guide sia. Guide me around the school. School so damn big only. Take bus 966 there. After alight the bus cross overhead bridge. Cant even see the schoolgate yet. So far!. So we didnt know how to go. Could not find the schoolgate. So i ask silvia. Walk left or right. She pick left and actually suppose walk right. So we walk super long before we reached. Oh well. My leg till now still injured ): limping the whole day, spoil my mood only. Hai. If monday still dun recover i gonna see doctor liao. After open house, wanted go cathay watch despicable me but only to find out all the tickets sold out. Make us walk there for nothing. Decided to go home then, since got nothing to do also. On the way back wanted meet sk1 pig. But she hor so fast go home only !!! Oh well. So took mrt and bused home. Till now, i still dunno what to do. Maybe gonna study later and hope i will have something fun to do later on cause i am so bored now.

Yesterday, Someone made me so happy. I dunno how i managed to guess it. But i happy die only. On the taxi that time i was like so high. My bro thought i siao already. Oh well, it was just so unexpected. But maybe i understand you. Heh. :) And remember what you said. You cannot cry anymore uhs. :)

Girl, you are my everything.

I am back (: After a long time not posting. Been busy. My swell on my neck still not gone yet. sighs. Dunno what to do with it. getting worst. Now must eat antibiotics somemore. If not well. Got to go for blood test == piss me off only. Been slacking for my studies this few weeks. Cant even study. This swell cause me to be super tired. Last 3 days, i slept for more then 14 hours and i am still tired. Now getting abit better, at least can go to school already.
Quite alot of things happen since the last time i posted. Last week when to kolistar bdae. Till now i still owe her present sia. LOL. Shooting ice was fun during the bdae party (: all of them shouted when i shoot ice, cant catch me also LOL.After the bdae, reached home at 12plus. Reach home le still play dota. Addicted le. Dunno why after playing for 2 years plus, i still wont get sick of that game. Dota is AWESOME.
Mid-year exams coming soon too. Like sian only, didnt get much time to prepare for it cause of this illness. Told myself that i am going to work hard from now on. Hahah. Which i will. (: Must get single digit for my o levels. Hope my swell will go off soon. Hai. thats bout all. Bye.

weird feelings are coming back. WHY!

Hello all (: I think i have been very busy this few days ): With my basketball trainings, tuitions and exam, totally no time to post already. Exam are still ongoing now ): Stress. Hai. Finally it is friday (: got a weekend to rest already. Hahah. Nothing much happen thought. CNY was damn fun alright! hahahs. WON money through gambling xD.
Tmr going to have friendly match with some church basketball team. So tired already ): Dunno tmr got energy play anot. haiyo. Anyway. although is like 3 days late i still must say. Happy bdae KC (: sorry eh. i super blur and busy =x I tink i like so not sincere liao. SORRY!
Thats bout all barhs. Bye. Will be posting more often soon!

Hello(: quite long no post lerhs. So fast jiu lazy post liao. Nothing much happen this few days also. Just got a swollen neck. Although not so obvious. But still swollen ): Doctor say what lymph node swelling, can take up to one month to heal sia. zzzz so long then heal. i sian only.
Today Emaths teacher buay song with me liao. He so weird de, chase people out of class is not chase to out of classroom but to the statue near my school foyer. So far, i just walk around go buy drinks and all. Lmao la he. Then after class go council me. Oh well. Recess played soccer. Soe Khant play keeper so zai. He make world class save sia. Pro Pro (:
Finally my stupid hip muscle there heal le. shiok sia can bball le (: Must train back. lost quite abit of skill recently (: Chemistry re exam coming soon. Going study hard for it (: hahahs. Maybe meeting Kevin, Kc and sherlyn soon. hahahs. If i dun go my ah ma house lo xD See how first (:
Now also nothing much to post le. Today made my esther mei angry. Sorry larhs. Said wrong thing =x Forgive me (:
Thats bout all ba (: byes ~

Today was a boring day in school. nearly slept throughout the whole lesson. sian sia. In school text ppl then sleep wake up reply msg sleep again. lol sia. i think teachers give up on me already. hahas. Today also nothing much to post. my injury still haven recover. In fact its getting worse. Hope sunday can go training.

I should not have doubt you. i know everything is i wanted and not you and yet i am the one worrying. I just scared. You can say what you want but yeah. i really want to know. anyway. Sorry ( you know who you are ) .

Yo everyone. Today was very boring. after my 2 days MC finally got back to school. My chem retest got postpone to next week thanks to seth. Thanks alot bro. tricked the teacher. (: well friday will be my physic retest too. hope it will be easy. i studying like hell for physics. its one of my weakest subject ): Leonard must study hard already (:
School was stupid. teachers scold me for not bringing stuff. i was like wtf sia, i never come school how i know bring what sia. At least i brought the books. Teachers nowadays never think before they scold. Scold le find out scold wrongly give stupid excuse instead of saying sorry. Lmao. In class we also started shooting papers around the class. me and kent keep shooting at each other. lol.
After class suppose go kayaking!! i cant go thanks to my injury! damn it lo. hais! i wanna go. Hope my injury recover fast, then i can go for training on sunday!!! hahahs. Alot ppl say they not used to see me so tanned. maybe barhs. two weeks in the row i got sunburn. (:
Well my personal problems also slowly one by one getting better lerhs (: hahahs! so free now. This feeling so nice larhs. very long never feel it already (: Sunday going watch slingers match with ren xiang and gordon. YEAH! (: happy only lo.
Thats bout all for today. Byes ~

Hope you are alright. (:
I am already better (:

Hey all (:
I didn't go school this 2 days. injury got even more serious after the trail. i never take care of it properly. but at least worth it ba, everyone passed (: Gratz to those who went the trail. Next week got training le lo. Sia la, sure very very tiring de. Ren xiang sure make physical training very hard. hahahs.
Monday went to see doctor, doctor say dunno what muscle injured or something like that. maybe take about 1 to 2 week recover. hope only take one week to recover so that i can go for training. (: Hahah! i missed my chem retest also. Xian heng say easy leh. But i dun care (: Nothing much happened that day. ):
Today i had a longlong sleep (: very long never sleep so long already. xD 13 hours (: wake up jiu study chem already. (: So hardworking xD Then do amaths. After that rest and rot at home till now. Injury only recovered a bit. Sian sia, cant play bball. ): Now going have dinner already. Byes~ (:

I promised. I know. But i cant control my emotions.
Sorry..

Hellos (: Today was pretty tiring again ): Had two tuitions. Amaths and chinese. And is tuition after tuition for the whole morning larhs. After my tuition, had lunch le then met ren xiang at 209 bball court. 209 too full so we go Tamp CC. He taught me some stuff (: thanks alot. After awhile he hungry got gastric so go his house downstair there play lo while he eat. There no bball court only can learn how control ball. Today learn alot new tactics sial. (: He taught me so much today. Oni remember 3/4 of it lorhs. Played until 6 plus jiu go home le.
Reach home family go changi village there eat. Food there very nice (: hahah. Ater bbq stingray and alot more (: After that jiu go home lerh. Till now (: thats bout all for today. Nothing much happen.
Btw to that person. Dunno whether you home yet. Hope you are. (:

everytime i think of it, i will fall back into depression.
Seeing all that you promised, tears roll down my eyes.
Why did this happened? . hai.

Tiring week ):

Hellos again (: Today was a super tiring day. Although i didnt do much things, i felt super tired. Slept in class, Slept at ah ma house, slept on the bus. ):
Went out after school to have lunch with jun qi, alden they all. Stupid jun qi cant stop pissing me off just because i called him maria. == Shoot Shoot Shoot ice at my face! AGAIN. After have lunch at roxy square go parkway parade awhile. Alden wanted do some stuff but in the end never. Went to some Yoghurt shop see daniel and alden eat yoghurt. Eat fin slack there awhile i go toilet. Come back toilet, they run away with my ipod == bloody hell play hide and seek for like 30min larhs. so tiring find them. Sian only. After that, went to ahma house le (: And i will take my revenge soon (: HAHAHA!
Reach ah ma house jiu sleep 1hr 30min. wake up that time dinner ready liao. dinner was nice (: Told Xin Min some stuff. Keep it to yourself alright? Dun tell anyone ah (:
Thats bout all for today (:
Hey, to that person. go back home larhs (: People worried like hell de leys ):

Back to my old self. But still cant forget the past.
I will still be waiting (:

Much better already.

Hellos! I am much better already! yeah! thanks ramen and passerby for ur tags! hahahs. well appreciated xD hahahs!. Ytd played bball with Mavis they all. I played with a injured back. Ouch lo. now worse le cuz never take care ): then kolistar go throw bball at my face sia! ask her pass the bball to me oni. pain lehs. then after play bball le. go buy coke. sit down that time i like turned into a child la. start shooting ice at people. xD so fun lor! hahah!

I dun understand you sometimes. why want bother me? why u still like me? after what you did, after what you said? so weird sia. ==

Tmr gonna be another tiring day! Thursday is always the most tiring day of the week! cuz got alot of long long periods. D: Gonna study now. bye!

Before that. want let someone know. Go back home la.(you know who you are) Not only i worried. Alot of people also D:

Memories will slowly fade away.

Hello all again. hahahs. Today i never go school. (: i drank too much H2O during ytd bball training. then now stomach upset sia D: somemore just now when practising bball also injure my hand abit. now my wrist there pain D: At home so boring de. went my fren house awhile. then after that study sia. ( So hardworking ) (: At home, i burned some papers and letters and cards ( only one person knows what are they ) but yeah. Hope all this bad or good memories will fade away soon. Dun want to get confuse because of all this things already. I must stand up again and carry on living happily (: i already felt much better now. Thinking back, i think we are impossible in the first place. Dunno also. but now who cares sia (:

Btw, to that person. Last long with him ba. (:

Maybe this is the end (: But i am still there for you (:

Life is boring ):

Hi all (: Soon i will be going my amaths tuition. 2 hours leh!. So tiring la! Hai. No choice ba, i suck at it so need tuition. After tuition go play bball with lionel (: hahah! bored like hell la. School start le like nothing to do de lo. Anyway now got nothing much to post. will post later (:

Why did you ttext me? i trying to settle down already. becuz of your text. i am back to square one. hai

Do you think i am happy without you?
Is there a need to ask?
i really confused.

Feeling better? Maybe. Maybe not

Hello all again. hahahs. School life is so boring la. Bloody school say what ban phone. what shit sia. dun really care though. bag check also cant find my phone xD. hopeless sia. Amaths teacher. walou eh, teach i also dun understand a thing la. like talking to wall sia she. the more she explain the more confuse i get. siann de. Chinese teacher blur crap also. whole 1hr 20min. i stone in class no do compo she also dunno. hahah. After school, went out with jun qi they all, go KFC. Had fun (: hahah! stupid jun qi go shoot ice at my face sia. pain lo. then alden want take home my ipod la zzzz. Then after that went play bball with sebastian and lionel. Bloody hell play ABC. We take 35 min also haven complete. Air ball here air ball there in the end never play ABC. Played a few matches. then zao go find ren xiang le. hahah! gonna join outside team le sia. so happy siol!. hahah! i bought new pair of bball shoes too. SO nice! goona take pic of it soon xD. Hahah i tink thats all for today. hahah so tired now. D:

Still tinking bout you. Wanting to text but... i think i needa settle down. resisted that temptation already. (: hai. i am so sad still. what can i do sia. hai. life so screwed up already la. damn it la.

Oh ya. btw sorry KC! i guess the thing sherlyn passed you still there ba? Gonna take it from you soon alright?? hahah! sorry!!!


Maybe we are really impossible. i dunno. but i believe miracles do happen.
ily <3

Why is my life so screwed up?

Back. LOL. Just watched some show on chn 55. quite nice sia. hahahs. Suddenly think of her. why? why cant i forget you. why cant all this juz be a bad dream? hai. i dunno how what to do or what to say. I think now she even trust me already. Did you even meant what you said that time? Why give me false hope? Why said all that nice things to me? I dun get it at all. This just hurts me so deep. Sad like mad ): hope this will be over very soon.

you meant so much to me. after all we have gone through?
all the promises? maybe you dun but deep in my heart. i do.

Hello world :)

First time posting (: hahahs. testing only. will blog later.