Today was a boring day in school. nearly slept throughout the whole lesson. sian sia. In school text ppl then sleep wake up reply msg sleep again. lol sia. i think teachers give up on me already. hahas. Today also nothing much to post. my injury still haven recover. In fact its getting worse. Hope sunday can go training.

I should not have doubt you. i know everything is i wanted and not you and yet i am the one worrying. I just scared. You can say what you want but yeah. i really want to know. anyway. Sorry ( you know who you are ) .

Yo everyone. Today was very boring. after my 2 days MC finally got back to school. My chem retest got postpone to next week thanks to seth. Thanks alot bro. tricked the teacher. (: well friday will be my physic retest too. hope it will be easy. i studying like hell for physics. its one of my weakest subject ): Leonard must study hard already (:
School was stupid. teachers scold me for not bringing stuff. i was like wtf sia, i never come school how i know bring what sia. At least i brought the books. Teachers nowadays never think before they scold. Scold le find out scold wrongly give stupid excuse instead of saying sorry. Lmao. In class we also started shooting papers around the class. me and kent keep shooting at each other. lol.
After class suppose go kayaking!! i cant go thanks to my injury! damn it lo. hais! i wanna go. Hope my injury recover fast, then i can go for training on sunday!!! hahahs. Alot ppl say they not used to see me so tanned. maybe barhs. two weeks in the row i got sunburn. (:
Well my personal problems also slowly one by one getting better lerhs (: hahahs! so free now. This feeling so nice larhs. very long never feel it already (: Sunday going watch slingers match with ren xiang and gordon. YEAH! (: happy only lo.
Thats bout all for today. Byes ~

Hope you are alright. (:
I am already better (:

Hey all (:
I didn't go school this 2 days. injury got even more serious after the trail. i never take care of it properly. but at least worth it ba, everyone passed (: Gratz to those who went the trail. Next week got training le lo. Sia la, sure very very tiring de. Ren xiang sure make physical training very hard. hahahs.
Monday went to see doctor, doctor say dunno what muscle injured or something like that. maybe take about 1 to 2 week recover. hope only take one week to recover so that i can go for training. (: Hahah! i missed my chem retest also. Xian heng say easy leh. But i dun care (: Nothing much happened that day. ):
Today i had a longlong sleep (: very long never sleep so long already. xD 13 hours (: wake up jiu study chem already. (: So hardworking xD Then do amaths. After that rest and rot at home till now. Injury only recovered a bit. Sian sia, cant play bball. ): Now going have dinner already. Byes~ (:

I promised. I know. But i cant control my emotions.
Sorry..

Hellos (: Today was pretty tiring again ): Had two tuitions. Amaths and chinese. And is tuition after tuition for the whole morning larhs. After my tuition, had lunch le then met ren xiang at 209 bball court. 209 too full so we go Tamp CC. He taught me some stuff (: thanks alot. After awhile he hungry got gastric so go his house downstair there play lo while he eat. There no bball court only can learn how control ball. Today learn alot new tactics sial. (: He taught me so much today. Oni remember 3/4 of it lorhs. Played until 6 plus jiu go home le.
Reach home family go changi village there eat. Food there very nice (: hahah. Ater bbq stingray and alot more (: After that jiu go home lerh. Till now (: thats bout all for today. Nothing much happen.
Btw to that person. Dunno whether you home yet. Hope you are. (:

everytime i think of it, i will fall back into depression.
Seeing all that you promised, tears roll down my eyes.
Why did this happened? . hai.

Tiring week ):

Hellos again (: Today was a super tiring day. Although i didnt do much things, i felt super tired. Slept in class, Slept at ah ma house, slept on the bus. ):
Went out after school to have lunch with jun qi, alden they all. Stupid jun qi cant stop pissing me off just because i called him maria. == Shoot Shoot Shoot ice at my face! AGAIN. After have lunch at roxy square go parkway parade awhile. Alden wanted do some stuff but in the end never. Went to some Yoghurt shop see daniel and alden eat yoghurt. Eat fin slack there awhile i go toilet. Come back toilet, they run away with my ipod == bloody hell play hide and seek for like 30min larhs. so tiring find them. Sian only. After that, went to ahma house le (: And i will take my revenge soon (: HAHAHA!
Reach ah ma house jiu sleep 1hr 30min. wake up that time dinner ready liao. dinner was nice (: Told Xin Min some stuff. Keep it to yourself alright? Dun tell anyone ah (:
Thats bout all for today (:
Hey, to that person. go back home larhs (: People worried like hell de leys ):

Back to my old self. But still cant forget the past.
I will still be waiting (:

Much better already.

Hellos! I am much better already! yeah! thanks ramen and passerby for ur tags! hahahs. well appreciated xD hahahs!. Ytd played bball with Mavis they all. I played with a injured back. Ouch lo. now worse le cuz never take care ): then kolistar go throw bball at my face sia! ask her pass the bball to me oni. pain lehs. then after play bball le. go buy coke. sit down that time i like turned into a child la. start shooting ice at people. xD so fun lor! hahah!

I dun understand you sometimes. why want bother me? why u still like me? after what you did, after what you said? so weird sia. ==

Tmr gonna be another tiring day! Thursday is always the most tiring day of the week! cuz got alot of long long periods. D: Gonna study now. bye!

Before that. want let someone know. Go back home la.(you know who you are) Not only i worried. Alot of people also D:

Memories will slowly fade away.

Hello all again. hahahs. Today i never go school. (: i drank too much H2O during ytd bball training. then now stomach upset sia D: somemore just now when practising bball also injure my hand abit. now my wrist there pain D: At home so boring de. went my fren house awhile. then after that study sia. ( So hardworking ) (: At home, i burned some papers and letters and cards ( only one person knows what are they ) but yeah. Hope all this bad or good memories will fade away soon. Dun want to get confuse because of all this things already. I must stand up again and carry on living happily (: i already felt much better now. Thinking back, i think we are impossible in the first place. Dunno also. but now who cares sia (:

Btw, to that person. Last long with him ba. (:

Maybe this is the end (: But i am still there for you (:

Life is boring ):

Hi all (: Soon i will be going my amaths tuition. 2 hours leh!. So tiring la! Hai. No choice ba, i suck at it so need tuition. After tuition go play bball with lionel (: hahah! bored like hell la. School start le like nothing to do de lo. Anyway now got nothing much to post. will post later (:

Why did you ttext me? i trying to settle down already. becuz of your text. i am back to square one. hai

Do you think i am happy without you?
Is there a need to ask?
i really confused.

Feeling better? Maybe. Maybe not

Hello all again. hahahs. School life is so boring la. Bloody school say what ban phone. what shit sia. dun really care though. bag check also cant find my phone xD. hopeless sia. Amaths teacher. walou eh, teach i also dun understand a thing la. like talking to wall sia she. the more she explain the more confuse i get. siann de. Chinese teacher blur crap also. whole 1hr 20min. i stone in class no do compo she also dunno. hahah. After school, went out with jun qi they all, go KFC. Had fun (: hahah! stupid jun qi go shoot ice at my face sia. pain lo. then alden want take home my ipod la zzzz. Then after that went play bball with sebastian and lionel. Bloody hell play ABC. We take 35 min also haven complete. Air ball here air ball there in the end never play ABC. Played a few matches. then zao go find ren xiang le. hahah! gonna join outside team le sia. so happy siol!. hahah! i bought new pair of bball shoes too. SO nice! goona take pic of it soon xD. Hahah i tink thats all for today. hahah so tired now. D:

Still tinking bout you. Wanting to text but... i think i needa settle down. resisted that temptation already. (: hai. i am so sad still. what can i do sia. hai. life so screwed up already la. damn it la.

Oh ya. btw sorry KC! i guess the thing sherlyn passed you still there ba? Gonna take it from you soon alright?? hahah! sorry!!!


Maybe we are really impossible. i dunno. but i believe miracles do happen.
ily <3

Why is my life so screwed up?

Back. LOL. Just watched some show on chn 55. quite nice sia. hahahs. Suddenly think of her. why? why cant i forget you. why cant all this juz be a bad dream? hai. i dunno how what to do or what to say. I think now she even trust me already. Did you even meant what you said that time? Why give me false hope? Why said all that nice things to me? I dun get it at all. This just hurts me so deep. Sad like mad ): hope this will be over very soon.

you meant so much to me. after all we have gone through?
all the promises? maybe you dun but deep in my heart. i do.

Hello world :)

First time posting (: hahahs. testing only. will blog later.